10.23 PM July 10th: I have just arrived at my new home in Muar. So, I was so excited to be normal coz I get my own room and my own 'almari' and everything. That was when I formed sentences in my head. It has always happened like that. I would be having ideas to talk about (in written form) but when I finally have settled, I would totally forgot or just plain lazy to write. Sentences are always running in my mind when I am happy, excited, sad and angry but then, I don’t carry around laptop all day long so the sentences would start to fade away once the excitement wears off.
This time now I have managed to force my lazy ass to write about what had happened today. I have been living in my grandma’s house for more than 9 years now (I cannot believe it’s been such a long time now) that I don’t get my own room and my own bed. 1 family for 1 room. So there it goes. Today, for a very long time; after spreading some ‘FEMME FATALE’ love from Alor Gajah to Muar, I got to have my own fuckin room. It tastes freedom. I get to jump and sing. OMG, I have been missing my teenage years. So what if I’ll be living for 10 months the longest here as the house is only rented. Mama’s goin to find her one and only dream house in the near future (excluding her house in Perlis and one in Putrajaya). I love this house though but it’s my humble abode for only awhile coz mama’s not goin to work here forever.
And she gave me a tumbler with very cute sewn clothes written #1 TEACHER. How cute is that? Everything seems okay for now. I’m freakin happy. I cannot wait to enjoy being in my own space.
Goodnight for now. I am just so tired today being happy. I need to give my crazy mind a rest. It can go crazy again tomorrow.
Can’t wait to say good morning to tomorrow. Love ya mama. I adore you and you’re such a lovely mum, FYI.
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