Gosh, too many things happening in such short time. I have many things in my mind but I don’t wanna bore anyone. Let’s take things slow. Dear brain, please slow yourself down.
Where do I start? Oh yes, this is the last phase of Ramadhan. The last 10 crucial days where people (in their right mind) would want to start thinking of multiplying their prayers. Multiplying their deeds. Multiplying all the positive things related to Allah.
And guess what? Of all days, I get my ‘semester break’ during these crucial days. What a bummer. I feel so much at ease this Ramadhan and I have been wishing that against all odds, I don’t have to get my period so that I can focus on my prayers.
I’m blessed really to feel this feeling. This serene feeling. I have many things that I wish to come true and I really am looking forward to these last 10 days. Now that I don’t get to pray, I feel sad. I have been hearing that people in certain countries cry and feel sad when Ramadhan is nearing to the end. I feel that way too now. I don’t know whether I’ll be able to have another Ramadhan.
p.s: You can tell your sad stories to the whole wide world but at the end of the day only Allah hears you and only He knows what’s best for you (and He won’t betray you one bit).
p.s2: Trust Him and you’ll be at ease.
p.s3: Ya Allah, jadikanlah aku hambaMu yang bersyukur dengan nikmatMu dan jadikanlah aku hambaMu yang dapat merasai nikmat Islam dan Iman itu. Ya Allah, janganlah jadikan aku tergolong dalam golongan yang rugi. Amin.
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