New Year. New Life. New Me.

Good morning dear me. =)

So, here's the thing. I am now officially a working woman. I am no longer someone that depends on her mama for money. Oh, I still do until my 'gaji masuk'. MASYUUKK!!

I noticed some things have changed in me. 

1. I cannot wait to turn 24.

2. I am more calm and at ease.

3. I began to love my hair being long. I start to play with my hair and admiring it being longer than I usually keep.

4. I feel I am more matured. 

5. I used to feel like I cannot live alone but now I feel I can. Kalau Allah dh plan aku xkawen, I'm goin to be just thankful and fine with that (I have my kids that I began to collect now. Hee).

6. I began to like being with my family now that I am working. I no longer want to live anywhere other than my own home. I don't want to be away from my mother. I want to spend my entire nights with her.

So, how's life as a teacher?

-When I am with my kids, (though showing a very stern face), I am at my happiest. Especially when I see them smiling trying to answer my questions, when they make a very puzzled face when they don't understand what I've just said.

-I love to see their big black eyes and their stomach bulging forward when they are excited =p

-The school uses whiteboard which I prefer much much more than a blackboard.

-The downside is, I have a new set of kids that I began to miss my Pykett Methodist kids so much it is eating me inside.

What remains the same?

-I am pretty much clueless in everything.

-I am still mama's spoiled brat girl.

-I miss Penang and my friends. When we first registered at maktab, me and my friends have one thing in common. We are new there and we don't know anything. Now, at school, I have nothing in common with the teachers that we can be close except that we are teachers.

-I miss Penang. Oh, I've said that.

-I miss Pykett Methodist.

Oh, I forget to mention. From a very small school (SK Pykett Methodist, Georgetown Penang) to a very big school that looks more like a college than a primary school (SK Kantan Permai, Kajang Selangor).

To my friends, I pray that we can get through this with grace. Dan semoga kita ikhlas mengajar sampai pencen memanggil kita (Or death. Which ever comes first). Please pray for each other too.