A (Long) Note To My Lil Sis

Dear lil sis,

Do you know that I love you. Words cannot express how much I love you.

If a song can explain how much you mean to me, it'd be 'Mirrors' by Justin Timberlake. (Ok, JT eww much?).

But seriously, I love you. You are my reflection. And much more than that. I can see myself in you but you are braver than me. Sometimes, I feel like I must protect you. You are like this little person in my hand that need so much of my protection but you are your own person. You need to see the world yourself although it might hurt you. It scares me that you'll be hurt but I know you don't need me to learn life.

I can still remember how you would run to me asking my opinions and just letting everything out to me. It makes me feel important. It makes me feel like you need me. Now you have grown up but behind the brave face that you wear, you're just my old naive little sister.

Though, you may not need me, just so you know, I'll always love you and whenever you need me, I'll be here waiting for you. My baby, the world is a cruel place. I hope you'd be much successful in handling them than myself. I may not be a good role model but you can always count on me for anything.

The reason I love you is because there are so much part of you that resemble me but then there are more. You are the person I wish I can be but I'm such a coward that I couldn't be that person. You break out against all the odds. You are the 'little me'.

I may appear happy with the people around me but no one can bring happiness as much as when I'm with you. Seriously, I love you. I wish I can be with you all the time.

Dear lil sis, take care of yourself. Because if you ever break yourself, I'll be broken million times worst. 

-your sister, your soulmate.