Hari Ini Punya Cerita

I have prepared this one entry and I cannot wait to post it but I don’t feel like posting it just yet. Maybe later tonight?

I decided to tell my ‘grand’ day today. I went to Alamanda since my mum  asked me to pay the bills. So I went there and wasted millions of minutes of my life waiting for my turn. Sumpah lama gila. I thought I might as well recite Yassin coz who knows I get old and die there, right?

So, while waiting, came this one family. The mum is younger than my mum and she brought her three kids. The first two children are boys and the last is a girl who wears this cute ‘tudung’ for kids. The first child is a couple of years younger than me, I guess and he went out to answer a call. The second child is way much younger and he was playing with the girl. They are full of love (no kidding). I thought at that phase, kids fight all the time or is it just me and my sisters? Haha. So after awhile, the big bro came in and he played with his sister. The sister is around 5 or 6 years old. They are so cute!!!! The eldest bro was laughing and playing this counting game with his sis. The age gap is big but the big bro kept entertaining the young girl. That is freakin sweet! He asked his sis to count his fingers. When the sis hesitated, the big bro laughed and asked the young sis to go back to school. Susah nak cerita but that’s sweet. Hilang jap penat menunggu. Cute!

Since I’ve nothing to do, I might as well write what I’ve realized. I realized that I have this disease called EGO. So, realizing it makes it a bit better no? Realizing is the first step to overcome it and then become a better person. There are other diseases I’m trying to overcome too. Pemarah, penakut and iri hati. Bukan iri hati teruk sgt pun. It’s just that I cannot stand this one person trying to show off every single thing of her life. What’s her point? Adoi, sakit kut. Like seriously, do you have to show off? Sedikit kita takbur, bergegar Arasy Allah tu. Nauzubillah! Seriously, I’m way out of your league, girl. I don’t wear skirts, I’m fat, I don’t have the best of genes when it comes to my thigh, I have many bulu kt kaki and I’m not thinking of shaving them and  I'm staying at home tending my mum, I’m just a fucking boring person. You don’t have to feel threaten by me! Semoga engkau berubah wahai manusia. Doa is the best Muslim’s weapon so keep on praying peeps for yourself and for the goodness of others =)

Off for now. I cannot wait to post this one entry that I’ve saved. Wait for it guys. Chewah mcm ada org nk baca kn? Haha.